Damn that vase!

We had a small vase in our window with a stick of bamboo in it.
And damn that vase!! Last nite, 2:30 Am, it dropped to the floor and I was wide awake! I didn't fall asleep till 6 and woke up again at 7 when Romy came into the living room.

Just what I needed since I only sleep 6 or 7 hours a nite at most and am in need of more real sleeping time. I have some skinproblems (in Dutch Exceem) that I think get worse because of my lack of sleep. Strange spots on my lower legs that I have some cream for, dry skin on my hands and around my nails, skin that ruptures if I don't moisturise it regularly with another cream that I got from the skindoctor (Dermatologist?).
After my shower I have 3 different things to put on my skin. I thought that it's more like a girl thing to do that. I sometimes want to throw boiling hot water on my fingers so that the bad skin burns but I know that burnt skin is no option too...

A year and a half ago it was even worse. I couldn't stretch my hands, I couldn't fold them.
I only could keep then sort of half way both. If I streched or folded my skin would burst right open and blood and other fluids would spread from those wounds. Meeting people and shake hands became a problem. Now only using the mouse and typing with all 10 is a problem since I only have this problem at my right hand digitus secundus (index finger).

Oh, I bet I'll get over it before I become a woman...

Must sleep now ;-p
(8:30 PM)